Your weight struggle is an outward reflection of a deeper struggle within. 
And when you try to fix that with restriction, you end up feeling deprived. 
The problem is you are using food to fix problems that have nothing to do with food:

 

You are disconnected and need grounding
You are exhausted and need energy
You’ve been overwhelmed so long its changed your metabolism
You learned to fear your emotions
You don’t know better ways to give yourself comfort or love
You aren’t getting enough nutrients for cellular function
You have forgotten how to have true joy

 

Your cravings are a signal. Instead of trying to suppress them with willpower (or just giving up), they are showing you what needs healing. When you heal WHY you're over-eating, everything else falls into place!

 

You’re don’t need a better diet or more willpower. You need healing and new habits that help you feel empowered, nourished and supported.